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'Hearts beat in sequence when love is real. My heart beats beat to slow to match any others. Keeping me from loving anyone the right way.'

'Perfect Is just a word. Nothing more.'

'Emotions are just feelings. Feelings are make believe.'

'Perfection is just a Object. When you crave perfection nothing looks right. Everything is wrong. No one is the right one. '



Some things I wrote to vent today...
How not to be a sir...
Keep your opinions to yourself...
I see where our friendship stands.
We crack easily.
Zip it.

Sometimes I'm just invisible

Do you notice me trying to impress you? Trying to show you things? Let you acknowledge me?

I'm like a ghost. I'm there. Just never seen.

I wish I was a lamp... No one makes fun of lamps.

Your not one person. Your one of us.

I'm glad I'm not a cat... I wouldn't want to live 9 difference lives.

I'm not sweet.
Your quiet.
You can't see me.
I'm not worth it.

Love is only imagination. It's there one minute. Gone the next.

Like snow I only come once a year.

Love? What is that?

Games aren't always fun

Bring me down

Don't reuse  me.

I don't have for eyes.

Don't just tie me up.

I'm not a game.
We're all small.

Why do I even write? The people I want to show... They never pay attention. I'm just.. I'm just that girl.
That girl who falls off her sit. The girl who laughs for no reason. The one that's hiding immense pain. The broken heart. The insults. The back stabbing. It's all happened.

Why do I write? Usually to vent. So I won't explode. Get so aggravated my words mumble. That's what happens. When I try to do something.

When I draw. I get aggravated. My hands... I have to shake them. I can't get things write. Nothing turns out right.

Why? That's the hardest question I have to answer. Why? I just don't know.


Why do we believe ourselves to be pretty? When... When we get told differently it offends us. Hurts us. No matter who's telling you. It hurts. You know it does and I can feel it. Why you chose to say that to me? When I've done nothing to you? All I did was turn around and you told me.
My eye itches so I scratch it. So when I scratch my eye It's crying?!

You! You! You don't know me! You pretend to be my friend?! You talk behind my back- NO! You talk right infront of me! I ask you what you said and you lie! You say your talking about someone else?!

Did I ask you to care? Did I? No! Was I talking? No! Don't tell me to shut up!

I think about leaving... Every day. I don't need to be around you. I think I'll try to move. Sit by Sun. She's nice. She's sweet. She looks up to me a bit! She compliments my artwork while you just criticizes me!

Should I care what you think? No. But I do. I don't have any idea why but. I do.

Why do I write? Does anyone read? How do I know? I never get comments on most of my writing. My watchers? They don't pay attention... No one really does.